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The Tragedy of Roxana and Janet





Chapter 1 - Part III


Only available in English, sorry


The waves kissed the beach repeatedly and the sound of this kiss was calming. Janet stood there, watching the white horses prancing on top of the water. She took a deep breath of the air and could almost taste the salt of the water. The lanterns would soon light the path back to the road which will take her back home where she was the girl she used to be. Here where the ocean was the end of what she’s called home before she knew it could really be it, she could think freely and she felt so small; here her problems disappeared because she knew they were only problems because she allowed them to be problems. All the people on the beach did know nothing about her problems, the little daily troubles and the fear of change. A change she felt ever since she met Roxana, she felt stronger since their lips touched and she felt strongest since she decided not to see Roxana anymore. There was an emptiness even the sea couldn’t fill again.
But Janet could not accept this change. She was the girl the boys chased in school, the girl every girl wanted to be friends with. She could not be the girl that was interested in girls! But here at the end of her world that was a small town full of people she knew on a beach being kissed by an ocean, she saw that this change happened. Janet sighed at the thought of returning back home: a town with a girl who accepted she liked girls and who liked Janet and who Janet missed, but should not.  The soft strokes of wind blew through her blonde hair. Salty tears sparkled in those perfectly blue eyes and Janet wiped them away.
She turned her back on the ocean and walked into her future; instead of going back to her parents’ house she walked towards the small flower shop in town that was just across Roxana’s place. Her heart beat louder with every step she took, but running away was not an option anymore. Janet rang the door bell and Roxana’s voice asked: “Who’s there?” There was silence for a moment until Janet found her voice again and peeped: “Can we talk, please?” Roxana was confused as Janet sent her away the night she dared to kiss her, but finally Janet heard her coming down the stairs to the door that swung open. Roxana had healing cuts on her left arm and Janet could not look away from them. Tears rushed down her face, she felt like she herself cut Roxana’s arms open.
“Do you want to come upstairs?”, Roxana said and put a hand over the wounds.
“I am so sorry. I... I just, I couldn’t handle the situation. Oh my god.” Janet’s voice shook and broke at the end of the sentence. She felt so guilty, but she had seen no other way that night. Roxana hugged her tight and whispered that it was okay, that Janet needn’t feel guilty. The blonde whimpered and cried in Roxana’s arms. “Please, let’s go inside.” Roxana dragged her inside, sat her on the stairs and closed the door. It hurt her to see Janet like this and she tried to calm her down, but Janet was too distraught. So, the girl just held her tight and let her cry for as long as Janet would need.
When Janet stopped crying she looked at Roxana and she whispered that she was so sorry for what she had done.
“I wasn’t expecting you to kiss me, you know? I felt this tension between us and I saw you staring at me, but never would I have expected what happened. And it shocked me, I was scared. And that’s why I screamed I never wanted to see you again. But I missed you. Pushing you away tore a piece out of my heart.” Janet was still sobbing. “I know that now.” A smile appeared in Roxana’s face and her eyes lit up. She could not believe what Janet just said.
Carefully Roxana asked: “So, are we starting from scratch? Or what do you expect to happen now?”
“Maybe, you could forgive me? That would be a start, right?” Her smile didn’t shine as usual, but at least she tried to return to normal and it revived the butterflies in Roxana’s belly.
“I’d probably forgive you if you set me on fire, my dear.” Roxana kissed Janet’s forehead. She was glad she had at least a friend back, but doubted it immediately as Janet winced at the kiss. Roxana suddenly felt uneasy and let her hands sink slowly.
“I didn’t mean to startle.” ,declared Janet, “This is all so new to me, but I want this to work and I will give everything to make this work.” She was close to tears again and looked Roxana in the eye. Janet raised a hand and stroke over Roxana’s cheek. Then she leaned in and kissed the black girl temperate at first, but then passionate with a fire that started burning in her heart even after the girls’ lips separated.
The Tragedy - Decisions and Fire
So, here have what my hurting head produced today. Another piece of The Tragedy of Roxana and Janet, just some part somewhere in the middle of the book.

Please leave a comment, I'd appreciate a comment with your thoughts a lot more than a fave



PS: This is only fiction not based on a true story or anything like that!!
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Hey there,
for all those who wonder where I disappeared to again: I am working 70km away from home.
So this means 3 hourse a day on train or bus and that's so goddamn exhausting that I'm barely even playing lioden!
Which means even less art than usually.

Plus, I'm ill atm, and damn unmotivated to draw, but hey, you get a fragment of my Tragedy I'm writing.
And I have a boyfriend that actually takes time, really, a relationship eats time more like drawing! I still love my boy
Yeah, end and over from my warm bed.
  • Listening to: No Sound Without Silence
  • Reading: The Firm
  • Watching: Marvel's Agents of SHIELD
  • Playing: Romme
  • Eating: Chocolate
  • Drinking: Coke Light
Huhu,
diesmal auf Deutsch. Ich brauche eure Hilfe, weil ich am verzweifeln bin.
Ich bin auf der Suche nach einer bezahlbaren, kleinen Wohnung in Regensburg. Die Angebote online sind unmöglich, deshalb hoffe ich, dass jmd aus Regensburg mir vllt folgt und weiterhelfen kann.
Uns, also meinem Freund und mir, reicht eine 1-2 Zimmer Wohnung. Weil er studieren will, wäre eine Wohnung in Uninähe nicht schlecht. Auch Umgebung der KITZ Regensburg wäre toll, weil ich dort meine Ausbildung machen werde.
Seid ihr aus Regensburg, Umgebung oder kennt ihr jemanden? Wisst ihr von einer kleinen, bezahlbaren Wohnung? 
HELFT MIR BITTE!!



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So hey there,

first of all, I have a looot of topics to be mentioned, so this is gonna be so chaotic.

So, topic #1: Driver's license and how to get it.

Some of you might know, that in Germany, you have to do quite a lot to get a license. So, that means participating in special driving lessons, theory and practical. And while I really loved theory lessons though they were boring as fuck, I fucking Nope, not even sorry for swearing so much. I feel horrible btw HATE driving a car. Maybe hate is a very nice word for it, I don't only hate it, I actually am afraid of ever getting in the driver's seat again. And yes, I did already get like at least 30 hours of practical lesson before anybody's like 'oh, you can't say that after an hour or so'.  I also already passed the theory test, just need to get the last missing special lessons in driving and have to pass the practical test, somehow later.

Well, if anybody has an idea how to get rid off this problem keeping me from getting a driver's license ever, I'll listen and try!

Let's now switch to a way nicer topic: Having graduated - getting my diploma on Friday- and therefore having time.
 I tried to get in touch with a lot of people I've neglected during my last semester of school and getting in touch with the wonderful :iconsophiemacaulay: was an awesome decision because she caused me a lot of fun lately. For we decided to open a stable, which means that JoLS kinda splits. Not much, it's only Color and a few of the horses she trains and owns. But still, everything about her and horses like Ubi terrarum, Pass-Kopfball-TOR will now be featured at :icongolden-shell-estate:, GSE for short. I really, really enjoyed working out details about the new stable and spend some time drawing surroundings, you should have a short look at it as I won't submit anything about GSE on this account.
It's rather likely that I'll submit some personal, more sketchy stuff here.

And I spend a whole lot of my free time watching TV series. Seriously,anybody fancying Marvel should watch Agents of SHIELD. It's so exciting and even featuring the actors from the movies, so worth it. fyi, I ship MayWard I also am about to start Supernatural, catching up on Criminal Minds & Lost Girl, waiting for Pretty Little Liars and re-watching all of Stargate, plus I'm thinking about starting Games of Thrones.

Finally, I feel horrible because I just got rid off a second Wisdom tooth and I started freezing my face to late, so I'm in a lot of pain and taking pain killers while rushing to get the coldest coolpack that's available.
I hope you all are way better
  • Listening to: Moviesoundtracks
  • Reading: The Firm
  • Watching: Marvel's Agents of SHIELD
  • Playing: Romme
  • Eating: Chocolate
  • Drinking: Coke Light
Hey there,
for all those who wonder where I disappeared to again: I am working 70km away from home.
So this means 3 hourse a day on train or bus and that's so goddamn exhausting that I'm barely even playing lioden!
Which means even less art than usually.

Plus, I'm ill atm, and damn unmotivated to draw, but hey, you get a fragment of my Tragedy I'm writing.
And I have a boyfriend that actually takes time, really, a relationship eats time more like drawing! I still love my boy
Yeah, end and over from my warm bed.
  • Listening to: No Sound Without Silence
  • Reading: The Firm
  • Watching: Marvel's Agents of SHIELD
  • Playing: Romme
  • Eating: Chocolate
  • Drinking: Coke Light

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Jackii
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There's not much to say about me, so I'll just post some facts:
I am:
~ 17 years old
~ student (11th grade)
~ a girl
~ bi

My hobbies are:
~ horse-back riding
~ soccer (player & referee)
~ drawing & photgraphy
~ watching (fantasy & action) movies
~ reading books

I'd like to become:
~ a good artist
~ a good soccer player (goal keeper)
~ a good referee
~ happy

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Hey there, this is Cheval from Lioden (-:
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