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Hey all you out there :wave:

I am kind of back to drawing, I drew more within the last week than the last half a year probably.


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I just thought you might like to see how I'm working and some of you possibly missed the chance to see me drawing live.
So I used a special feature to record my drawing.

Here's the video: sta.sh/01n2jmmnit6w (I am sorry if the quality is bad, my internet is horribly lame)

Have fun,

Gina
  • Listening to: Schandmaul -Anderswelt
  • Reading: Brave New World
  • Watching: Fast and Furious 7
  • Eating: chocolate
  • Drinking: juice
From dog to horse by GinasDream
From dog to horse
THIS. is probably the longest fucking overdue picture I've ever drawn. 
It's :iconjapanesedragon:'s OC Jamie as a horse.
I agreed on the art trade when I was on exchange in Hungary and I just never drew him and now I know why. His mane is amazing, but his freaking design made me go somewhat mad while shading... three different tones of brown and it was killing me. But I. Did. It.

I hope you like your darling, sweetheart :hug:

Jamie's design (c) by :iconilydowa: / :iconjapanesedragon:
Art (c) by me
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Inner Galaxy by GinasDream
Inner Galaxy
So, I'm not dead just artistically inactive af.
Thought, you might want to take a look at my latest stuff as the other things I drew are very little and traditional and I can't actually scan it or make it digital in any way :3

(c) by me 2015
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Hi there,

it's been HALF A YEAR!!! since you've heard of me, I just realized that. And I'm sorry for that, but life is a bitch.

In the meantime, I moved to the city of Regensburg and live about 10 minutes away from work, but that still doesn't mean I have time for anything because I have to work longer mostly and have to take care of myself, all alone. It's harder than you might think. Especially since I'm so fucking afraid of grocery shopping. I almost die every single time.

And then there are the others living in the Kolpinghaus - that's the house I live in. Like the social workers that supervise the whole thing here are annoying and overly caring and I'm totally not up for that and lock myself up in my room. But sometimes they get me out of here and I meet people and I get close to them. And there goes my time for drawing, they're inspiring me,but I can't find the time to actually draw, you feel me?!

Well, update over. Feel free to note me if there's anything, I'm probably online once a week or so :)
  • Listening to: Also sprach Zarathustra
  • Reading: Allegiant
  • Watching: Smallville
  • Drinking: Orange Juice

The Tragedy of Roxana and Janet





Chapter 1 - Part III


Only available in English, sorry


The waves kissed the beach repeatedly and the sound of this kiss was calming. Janet stood there, watching the white horses prancing on top of the water. She took a deep breath of the air and could almost taste the salt of the water. The lanterns would soon light the path back to the road which will take her back home where she was the girl she used to be. Here where the ocean was the end of what she’s called home before she knew it could really be it, she could think freely and she felt so small; here her problems disappeared because she knew they were only problems because she allowed them to be problems. All the people on the beach did know nothing about her problems, the little daily troubles and the fear of change. A change she felt ever since she met Roxana, she felt stronger since their lips touched and she felt strongest since she decided not to see Roxana anymore. There was an emptiness even the sea couldn’t fill again.
But Janet could not accept this change. She was the girl the boys chased in school, the girl every girl wanted to be friends with. She could not be the girl that was interested in girls! But here at the end of her world that was a small town full of people she knew on a beach being kissed by an ocean, she saw that this change happened. Janet sighed at the thought of returning back home: a town with a girl who accepted she liked girls and who liked Janet and who Janet missed, but should not.  The soft strokes of wind blew through her blonde hair. Salty tears sparkled in those perfectly blue eyes and Janet wiped them away.
She turned her back on the ocean and walked into her future; instead of going back to her parents’ house she walked towards the small flower shop in town that was just across Roxana’s place. Her heart beat louder with every step she took, but running away was not an option anymore. Janet rang the door bell and Roxana’s voice asked: “Who’s there?” There was silence for a moment until Janet found her voice again and peeped: “Can we talk, please?” Roxana was confused as Janet sent her away the night she dared to kiss her, but finally Janet heard her coming down the stairs to the door that swung open. Roxana had healing cuts on her left arm and Janet could not look away from them. Tears rushed down her face, she felt like she herself cut Roxana’s arms open.
“Do you want to come upstairs?”, Roxana said and put a hand over the wounds.
“I am so sorry. I... I just, I couldn’t handle the situation. Oh my god.” Janet’s voice shook and broke at the end of the sentence. She felt so guilty, but she had seen no other way that night. Roxana hugged her tight and whispered that it was okay, that Janet needn’t feel guilty. The blonde whimpered and cried in Roxana’s arms. “Please, let’s go inside.” Roxana dragged her inside, sat her on the stairs and closed the door. It hurt her to see Janet like this and she tried to calm her down, but Janet was too distraught. So, the girl just held her tight and let her cry for as long as Janet would need.
When Janet stopped crying she looked at Roxana and she whispered that she was so sorry for what she had done.
“I wasn’t expecting you to kiss me, you know? I felt this tension between us and I saw you staring at me, but never would I have expected what happened. And it shocked me, I was scared. And that’s why I screamed I never wanted to see you again. But I missed you. Pushing you away tore a piece out of my heart.” Janet was still sobbing. “I know that now.” A smile appeared in Roxana’s face and her eyes lit up. She could not believe what Janet just said.
Carefully Roxana asked: “So, are we starting from scratch? Or what do you expect to happen now?”
“Maybe, you could forgive me? That would be a start, right?” Her smile didn’t shine as usual, but at least she tried to return to normal and it revived the butterflies in Roxana’s belly.
“I’d probably forgive you if you set me on fire, my dear.” Roxana kissed Janet’s forehead. She was glad she had at least a friend back, but doubted it immediately as Janet winced at the kiss. Roxana suddenly felt uneasy and let her hands sink slowly.
“I didn’t mean to startle.” ,declared Janet, “This is all so new to me, but I want this to work and I will give everything to make this work.” She was close to tears again and looked Roxana in the eye. Janet raised a hand and stroke over Roxana’s cheek. Then she leaned in and kissed the black girl temperate at first, but then passionate with a fire that started burning in her heart even after the girls’ lips separated.
The Tragedy - Decisions and Fire
So, here have what my hurting head produced today. Another piece of The Tragedy of Roxana and Janet, just some part somewhere in the middle of the book.

Please leave a comment, I'd appreciate a comment with your thoughts a lot more than a fave



PS: This is only fiction not based on a true story or anything like that!!
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Hi there,

it's been HALF A YEAR!!! since you've heard of me, I just realized that. And I'm sorry for that, but life is a bitch.

In the meantime, I moved to the city of Regensburg and live about 10 minutes away from work, but that still doesn't mean I have time for anything because I have to work longer mostly and have to take care of myself, all alone. It's harder than you might think. Especially since I'm so fucking afraid of grocery shopping. I almost die every single time.

And then there are the others living in the Kolpinghaus - that's the house I live in. Like the social workers that supervise the whole thing here are annoying and overly caring and I'm totally not up for that and lock myself up in my room. But sometimes they get me out of here and I meet people and I get close to them. And there goes my time for drawing, they're inspiring me,but I can't find the time to actually draw, you feel me?!

Well, update over. Feel free to note me if there's anything, I'm probably online once a week or so :)
  • Listening to: Also sprach Zarathustra
  • Reading: Allegiant
  • Watching: Smallville
  • Drinking: Orange Juice

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Then I could do polls and thumbs in my journal and I could put a skin on my journal.
That would be amaaaaazing.

And if you donate I may draw you a picture, BUT that could take time since my to do list is like a kilometer long...
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Jackii
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
Germany
There's not much to say about me, so I'll just post some facts:
I am:
~ 17 years old
~ student (11th grade)
~ a girl
~ bi

My hobbies are:
~ horse-back riding
~ soccer (player & referee)
~ drawing & photgraphy
~ watching (fantasy & action) movies
~ reading books

I'd like to become:
~ a good artist
~ a good soccer player (goal keeper)
~ a good referee
~ happy

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